Feels like an online diary?
I mean, that’s not too far from the truth. Writing is something that has always come natural with me. Something that I really banked on to get me through school. It’s definitely helping me get through life after school. It’s a good escape for me I should say.
Find your escape
Escape as in a place I can go, clear my mind, and just write about bullshit pretty much. Sounds gay I know, I know what type of picture y’all are painting in your minds. But this is where I go to escape from my reality and put my mind somewhere else. I throw some music on and write about random shit that comes to mind. I don’t know where I’m going with some blog posts. So I would start one and literally just drop it and start another one. Ideas comes to me in mid post and I’ll start a new one right then and there. And I fucking love it.
I suggest you find your escape. Doesn’t have to be writing. It could be listening to music, writing music, playing video games, lifting, fuck man it could be running. As long as you get a minute to unwind and be to yourself.
I do this because I’m a stressful person as some may know. My feelings have a huge impact on my demeanor. If I’m having a dogshit day I wear that shit. If you read last weeks post you would know that I’ve had a dogshit month. So I’m literally doing everything I know to escape and move on. If I don’t I’ll probably explode on somebody and do something stupid. So here we are.
I listen to a bunch of shit when I workout. Video blogs, stand up comedians, pod cast, rants. All that shit. Yesterday I was listening to Joe Rogan and Seth Feroce while I did cardio. And they touch on the escape topic. And I realize everybody go through their own shit. No matter if your rich, poor, black, white. It doesn’t matter who you are.
My point is, it is crucial to find an escape. Don’t let the need to find an escape become toxic. Yeah you may of had a shitty day, but it doesn’t justify a week bender alright? Find your escape.